I spent a good part of the day at the parents house with the family. They asked me to be one of the casket barriers.. the funeral is on saturday morning.

 

My most sincerest condolences to you... I know what it's like to lose someone close, though not through circumstances like that and I'm sure it only makes it harder. I'd look at it as a reason for you to cherish your life even more though, and show those that are still here that you care.

 

That sucks man, I'm sorry. I had an ex girlfriend kill herself not so long ago, what a terrible experience. I hadn't even talked to her for a few years, but we had dated for a couple years and I had spent a lot of time with her and her family when we were together. Its just a horrible, horrible feeling when someone you were close to dies.