quick someone get out the violin



- Hand

 

listen i dont care what anyone thinks and i didnt post this for anyone to care.

 

sHOW ME A PICTURE OF UR LIFE, THEN ILL BELIEVE YOU, ******* caps.

 

You want a picture huh? Ok well let’s see here where to start. Just found out my grandfather has cancer some of it has now been removed not sure if it has spread and if so how far. The girl who I love and have spent most my time worrying and being there for has decided to stop speaking to me, I miss her badly and really would like to hear her voice/see her again. My father found it to be a great idea to kick me out as a birthday gift. I don’t get a long with most my family at all with an exception to this being my grandfather. Met a new girl that I liked and apparently as it turns out she and a friend of mine are *******. Hmm let’s see I can keep adding to this there is a hell of a lot more, I can go into more detail as well but really I just don’t like talking about things like this normally, I keep it all inside and use what ever I can to hide it all. In this case lots and lots of drinking. I feel all alone inside and I drink so I don’t have to feel this way I drink because I want to be happy but no matter what I do or how hard I try nothing ever works out in the end. So you ******* can say what ever the hell you want but I could care less about what any of you think of me or anything else. I’ve lost all I care about and it just doesn’t matter anymore.



As for a real picture i imagine it would probably be closest to a roller coaster in hell.

 

Get over yourself. If your life is ******* bad change it. You don't have to live with your parents, you don't have to keep moaning over the same ****. How the hell old are you? If you are below 25 and bitching about this ****, then you are just a drama queen. I'm sick of seeing early 20's and teenagers bitching about how they lost thier love, and all that bull ****. ******* winers, where are the old men who hate listening to snivelling *****? We need more banzai's out there.



- Hand

 

I concur.



And just so you know drinking to try and dull the pain is the wrong thing to do. It's kind of like killing your self sure it gets rid of the problem but just causes another. I am an alcoholic but I choose to be I never drown my problems in alcohol.