Apex13B

I dunno if i an the only one here going through this. I'm fighting just to feed myself, and put gas in my car.



I don't have x-box ps2 flat screen tv nice clothes etc. Or even my own place to live. Where I live, you are soley judged by 3 things



1. Socio-economic staus (your title at your job)

2. Your car (usually BMW or 2003+ high end brand)

3. The name of the designer across the front of your shirt.



I've had the same pair of sneakers for 3 years, and there is a hole in the bottom of the left one. I work 5 days a week at the motor shop that I've posted pics up here a few times. My other job is basic stage crew crap at shows in manhattan and long island. An old friend of mine bought me a pair of used sketchers from the local thrift shop out of pity. I hate pity, i'm too strong for that. He threatened me with a shotgun because I didn't want the shoes.



"i feel bad for you man take these, they are your size.".....**** you son, i'll buy my own ****. **** you and the remington semi-auto



I eventually took them, after i realized there was a live slugshot in the chamber. I appreciate he sternness now. My feet are dry now with all this rain.



I'm sick and tired of fighting, and i don't want to live anymore.



I don't know even what the **** i'm typing right now. maybe i'm just ranting and raving, and everybody else is in the same plight that i am in. Another thing is that i'm dumb, or as my parents call it "very learning disabled". I can wipe my own ***, so stop the retard comments. My sister has a PhD in literature and writes books. I guess i'm the left over ****.





Or maybe nobody gives a ****, since i've only pulled and rebuilt a forum member's motor (DJ Blu)....and taught RotaryRocket7 how to do it in the process. I contribute nothing here please ban me.

MaTT_FoULk

Join the military. They give you food, a place to sleep, money, and job training once you leave the miliitary.

stangkilr

yea that's it...i missed something...

Apex13B

i have:



Flat feet



Asthma



a problem with people yelling at me

Apex13B

**** it, you dont care

teknics

lots of people are down on their luck, there's always a silver lining ya know? maybe by you living through hard times now it's preparing you to be a more down to earth person when your high times come and you have everything you want/need.



I reminded of a phrase that went something like "A true man's character is shown when you take away everything and you see how he reacts" So if you're just tough it through these times myou'll come out be a better person with a better character and eventually be where you want to be.



kevin.

vosko

start doing rotary work and you can make a ton of money!

FikseRxSeven

imo if you can take a motor out rebuild it, and put it back in...... i doubt that you're learning disabled.



just remember...... if you think you have it bad, there are a lot of people that have it worse

Baldy

wow, I have those exact same things!



if you're working that much, and struggling to make ends meet, where's all the money going? is rent that steep in the north?



around here, any guy smart enough to submit an application and show up for a job can get a government job filing and doing data entry, then get an apartment for $300/mo. Move to the south!

banzaitoyota

You need to move! Quit whining!!!!