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10-09-2003, 02:32 PM

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75 Repu

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Well.. don't play with your guns.. go buy something you have always wanted for your car.. or od some sort of activity to keep you busy..

10-09-2003, 02:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Sinful7' date='Oct 9 2003, 12:29 PM

she was the girl of my dreams.

Our life was full of endless nights, wild parties, intelligent conversation, incredible sex, fast cars, hard work and (obviously fake now) love.

I'm just searching for some motivation to get up and dust myself off now. Still in shock. Still in pain.

I know it doesn't make you feel much better, but I've been there. Indeed time does heal all wounds of the heart, but it leaves some scar tissue, some area of the heart that can never be used again, but that's the way life goes, constantly changing, never a dull or predictible moment. You'll live and love again, obviously it wasn't meant to be. In the words of CSN

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But somebody fine will come along make me forget about loving you.

That said, time to quit reflecting for a bit, have some fun, do what you enjoy and maybe even get the hell out of town for a while.

10-09-2003, 02:38 PM

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Originally Posted by i.didnt.do.it' date='Oct 9 2003, 12:36 PM

Atleast she not with you now, not wanting to be with you. That would be miserable for the both of you.

I know the right thing to do is to say 'You're right.' But **** that. I'm devastated. I managed to tell her somehow last night that she's a wonderful, beautiful person, and she made the right decision. I know that she's right, but I'm still kicking myself.

One of the last things she said before I left was 'I'm still in love with you.'

What the **** is that? Talk about a tear jerker! I'm still in love with you, but I don't ever want to see you again...

God help me.

10-09-2003, 02:40 PM

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Originally Posted by phinsup' date='Oct 9 2003, 01:37 PM

That said, time to quit reflecting for a bit, have some fun, do what you enjoy and maybe even get the hell out of town for a while.

I agree.. as soon as I have the cash I'm leaving.

10-09-2003, 02:41 PM

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she gave the best bj's too..

Oh my ******* gawd they were good.

10-09-2003, 02:41 PM

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Hel!!! Come to Florida. Trust me its target rich here. Good time of year to come too its still very hot out.

10-09-2003, 02:49 PM

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by target, I hope you don't mean old people with walkers in crosswalks. If you do, I'm on my way.

10-09-2003, 02:57 PM

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I mean hot girls everywhere. Awesome clubs that are open until 5am.

I friend of mine just moved here from up North and lets just say he has been very busy here sometimes he has to double them up to save time.