On A Mission...
08-24-2003, 02:27 AM
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Lately I've been feeling somewhat weird. Maybe it's because I haven't been doing much this past summer but things are really starting to worry me. I think it's sex, that might be the problem. It's not like I'm getting enough or anything, I'm just sick of the types of girls I sleep with. I don't really know what it is exactly, because I do switch up, blond, brunette, redhead, whatever. But, it all feels the same, no matter what position or what we come up with in bed or anywhere else, I feel totaly alienated.
It's not that these girls are dumb or just plain hot, they're mixed. Some are both hot and smart (my type), but some might be hot but dumb. I think it's too easy for me to pick up those types of girls. I never put myself up to challages anymore. I remember back in highschool when I tried picking up this conceided asian chick (sorry if I'm stereotyping) and she folded me like a blunt leaf, and I kinda felt disapointed but also releived. I felt like there were still challanges there for me to overcome.
I eventually did get with her (one time) and it was great. But now no matter what I do, it just doesn't work. I wondering WTF I'm doing wrong or where this **** could come from because it's really pissing me off. I could get with a girl now if I wanted to but I don't think I'd feel as good about it.
The scary thing is (foreshadowing) that the feeling I'm getting after a one night stand now is sort of like guilt. Could this be my body telling be that it's time, time to commit. If it is, that would seriously be fucked up since I really don't want to.
Here's the point (reason behind foreshadowing in last paragraph), I met this Bosnian girl at school the other day. She's absolutly gorgeous and although she gave me her number, I had to give her mine. It's not like she asked, but I did it anyway. Please remember, I DO NOT give my number to girls I intend on doing once, but I couldn't resist.
I was gonna call her tonight, but I was ******* nervous as hell. This never happends to me, I usually call a girl and get right to bussines, but I was scared to call this girl. Now I always pictured myself marrying a Bosnian girl and she fits the criteria, beautifull, smart, more importantly inteligent, and she likes me I think.
Could this be it, have I become the victim of love at first sight? I hardly know anytihng about her besides her name, but I feel like I'm back in grade school with my first girlfriend. I had ******* butterflies in my stomach when I was dialing her number, but then I hung up.
I don't know what to do, it's like all these past few weeks have been leading towards this ****. I'm freaked out and I would have posted this sooner but ******* American Pie 2 brought these feelings upon me so I remembered to post now. You know, the ending was great as in the first movie and I felt all love sick and ****.
I just figured I'd see what you guys think, BTW, her name's Melisa and she's a blonde. (NOT many smart blonde Bosnian chicks around)
It's not that these girls are dumb or just plain hot, they're mixed. Some are both hot and smart (my type), but some might be hot but dumb. I think it's too easy for me to pick up those types of girls. I never put myself up to challages anymore. I remember back in highschool when I tried picking up this conceided asian chick (sorry if I'm stereotyping) and she folded me like a blunt leaf, and I kinda felt disapointed but also releived. I felt like there were still challanges there for me to overcome.
I eventually did get with her (one time) and it was great. But now no matter what I do, it just doesn't work. I wondering WTF I'm doing wrong or where this **** could come from because it's really pissing me off. I could get with a girl now if I wanted to but I don't think I'd feel as good about it.
The scary thing is (foreshadowing) that the feeling I'm getting after a one night stand now is sort of like guilt. Could this be my body telling be that it's time, time to commit. If it is, that would seriously be fucked up since I really don't want to.
Here's the point (reason behind foreshadowing in last paragraph), I met this Bosnian girl at school the other day. She's absolutly gorgeous and although she gave me her number, I had to give her mine. It's not like she asked, but I did it anyway. Please remember, I DO NOT give my number to girls I intend on doing once, but I couldn't resist.
I was gonna call her tonight, but I was ******* nervous as hell. This never happends to me, I usually call a girl and get right to bussines, but I was scared to call this girl. Now I always pictured myself marrying a Bosnian girl and she fits the criteria, beautifull, smart, more importantly inteligent, and she likes me I think.
Could this be it, have I become the victim of love at first sight? I hardly know anytihng about her besides her name, but I feel like I'm back in grade school with my first girlfriend. I had ******* butterflies in my stomach when I was dialing her number, but then I hung up.
I don't know what to do, it's like all these past few weeks have been leading towards this ****. I'm freaked out and I would have posted this sooner but ******* American Pie 2 brought these feelings upon me so I remembered to post now. You know, the ending was great as in the first movie and I felt all love sick and ****.
I just figured I'd see what you guys think, BTW, her name's Melisa and she's a blonde. (NOT many smart blonde Bosnian chicks around)
08-24-2003, 10:45 AM
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Haha....Two Words!! Your a Homosexual and finally realizing it! 
Well I can exactly say I have the same problem but it sounds to me like maybe you have a thing for this bosnian chick and she makes you feel immature for all the one night stands. A relationship isnt the worst thing in the world
Well I can exactly say I have the same problem but it sounds to me like maybe you have a thing for this bosnian chick and she makes you feel immature for all the one night stands. A relationship isnt the worst thing in the world
08-24-2003, 10:58 AM
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Originally Posted by Rotarydragon' date='Aug 24 2003, 10:33 AM
Two Words:
Grow Up.
(Hrmmm I don't like the wink smiley, that's supposed to be said half in fun half serious )
Grow Up.
(Hrmmm I don't like the wink smiley, that's supposed to be said half in fun half serious
Joseph: Glad I can count on you for the advice LOL
08-24-2003, 11:03 AM
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Yeah D,
sounds like you might have one here, if shemakes you nervous, thats a good sign. Just relax, call her up and see how it goes. If you and her are compatable, it will show early. If not, sounds like shes still a pretty cool chick and there is no shame in just making a friend (if you aerrnt in to the one night stand deal LOL) I know how you feel about that too. Im sick of getting with chicks, and just leaving them becuse i just get annoyed of them. I hate doin the "hump and dump" (aka hump and run) but it always seem to happen!!
sounds like you might have one here, if shemakes you nervous, thats a good sign. Just relax, call her up and see how it goes. If you and her are compatable, it will show early. If not, sounds like shes still a pretty cool chick and there is no shame in just making a friend (if you aerrnt in to the one night stand deal LOL) I know how you feel about that too. Im sick of getting with chicks, and just leaving them becuse i just get annoyed of them. I hate doin the "hump and dump" (aka hump and run) but it always seem to happen!!
08-24-2003, 11:06 AM
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Originally Posted by rfreeman27' date='Aug 24 2003, 11:03 AM
Yeah D,
sounds like you might have one here, if shemakes you nervous, thats a good sign. Just relax, call her up and see how it goes. If you and her are compatable, it will show early. If not, sounds like shes still a pretty cool chick and there is no shame in just making a friend (if you aerrnt in to the one night stand deal LOL) I know how you feel about that too. Im sick of getting with chicks, and just leaving them becuse i just get annoyed of them. I hate doin the "hump and dump" (aka hump and run) but it always seem to happen!!
sounds like you might have one here, if shemakes you nervous, thats a good sign. Just relax, call her up and see how it goes. If you and her are compatable, it will show early. If not, sounds like shes still a pretty cool chick and there is no shame in just making a friend (if you aerrnt in to the one night stand deal LOL) I know how you feel about that too. Im sick of getting with chicks, and just leaving them becuse i just get annoyed of them. I hate doin the "hump and dump" (aka hump and run) but it always seem to happen!!
08-24-2003, 11:09 AM
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I'm the same way....I have't takent he same girl out twice the entire summer. But I am have narrowed it down to two that I would be willing to spend more time with. It was hard for me to decide so I figured....Hey Why not Both
I'm saving myself for the Right girl....Christina
I'm saving myself for the Right girl....Christina