Hey Guys!
11-24-2003, 09:11 PM
#21
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Originally Posted by 88IntegraLS' date='Nov 24 2003, 10:38 PM
Drinking on Sunday NIGHT? Isn't that a school night?!?!?!?
btw, why dont you have AIM yet?
11-24-2003, 10:21 PM
#25
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Ha, that was pretty funny kevin.
I'm not having a sexual identity crisis or anything, but I'm losing my house and garage, so I can't really work on my car at all now. I have no $ other than to cover living expenses, which will buy me a quad (studio w/ shared kitchen and bath) and like $150 more a month for food, car ins., gas, clothes etc.; losing internet at home, losing time to relax because engineering at school is kicking my ***. I'm getting straight A's so far this term, and it is my first term so I'm trying to keep ahead of everything and make the most of myself.
I'm trying to exploit this opportunity to the limit, so everything else I love doing will cease to happen, and I'm depressed! I'm also used to keeping to myself all the time and now I'm surrounded by people constantly. I can't run from my hatred for my family now because it comes out whenever I'm around other people, and now I can't escape them. I feel like poking my eyes out sometimes when I have to be around people who like to talk to me and pay attention to me, just like that one guy here on this forum.
I'm really psycho. That is why I go so far with my projects and get so deep in them, to escape people and reality. It gives me a way to make substance to my existence, but few people are like this so I avoid them. Now I can't avoid anyone and it pisses me off for some reason. I'm totally pissed most of the time for no real reason.
So you asked for it, and here it is. I'm not comfortable with people and never have been. My family hated me and I hate them. This is probably why I identify with 4 rotor rocket a little more than most people, and probably why I stick up for him some times. It sucks being like this and I'm trying to understand how to change . .
Sorry if this is not appropriate for this thread.
I'm not having a sexual identity crisis or anything, but I'm losing my house and garage, so I can't really work on my car at all now. I have no $ other than to cover living expenses, which will buy me a quad (studio w/ shared kitchen and bath) and like $150 more a month for food, car ins., gas, clothes etc.; losing internet at home, losing time to relax because engineering at school is kicking my ***. I'm getting straight A's so far this term, and it is my first term so I'm trying to keep ahead of everything and make the most of myself.
I'm trying to exploit this opportunity to the limit, so everything else I love doing will cease to happen, and I'm depressed! I'm also used to keeping to myself all the time and now I'm surrounded by people constantly. I can't run from my hatred for my family now because it comes out whenever I'm around other people, and now I can't escape them. I feel like poking my eyes out sometimes when I have to be around people who like to talk to me and pay attention to me, just like that one guy here on this forum.
I'm really psycho. That is why I go so far with my projects and get so deep in them, to escape people and reality. It gives me a way to make substance to my existence, but few people are like this so I avoid them. Now I can't avoid anyone and it pisses me off for some reason. I'm totally pissed most of the time for no real reason.
So you asked for it, and here it is. I'm not comfortable with people and never have been. My family hated me and I hate them. This is probably why I identify with 4 rotor rocket a little more than most people, and probably why I stick up for him some times. It sucks being like this and I'm trying to understand how to change . .
Sorry if this is not appropriate for this thread.
11-24-2003, 10:30 PM
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OK now after I read that story..
That sucks man.
But Gen D is not the place to vent. Kevin and Fre will have a field day. Especially considering the title of the thread is about being drunk.
That sucks man.
But Gen D is not the place to vent. Kevin and Fre will have a field day. Especially considering the title of the thread is about being drunk.
11-24-2003, 10:33 PM
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Originally Posted by ColinRX7' date='Nov 24 2003, 11:30 PM
OK now after I read that story..
That sucks man.
But Gen D is not the place to vent. Kevin and Fre will have a field day. Especially considering the title of the thread is about being drunk.
That sucks man.
But Gen D is not the place to vent. Kevin and Fre will have a field day. Especially considering the title of the thread is about being drunk.
Man believe me ive felt the same way. recently broke up with a girlfriend of almost 3 years, got put on probation for a rather bad offense, then got arrested again purely due to my stupidity, facing big jail time, might lose my license, car is a money pit, just quit my job, trying to just finish out school, hopig to get a good job, paying off my huge lawyer bill, my student loans, trying to find a new place to live, trying to find a car for winter.
and tons more ****.
believe me man, your pain is felt.
kevin.
11-24-2003, 10:41 PM
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Wow. All I can say is keep your head high. Things always seem to work out in the end. It may not seem so now, but after its all over, it will. And what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. Keep your head high, make the most of the situation, and you will see it through.
Great minds and mental instability go hand in hand.
Great minds and mental instability go hand in hand.