No I have low self esteem and am a relationship failure.

 

Woo join teh club!

 

Forgive me for the bold statement, but you can't look at yourself that way. It won't help anything. Perhaps I have adopted too much of an optimistic view for myself. That's probably what got me where I am. Way to go me.

 

I've been married 3 times....nuff said.

 

last gf was quite some time ago, and we went out for less than a week...she ended it.

 

Story time that's what this is all about

 

DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK whoever posted that second post about saying their gf had a mustache eeewwww i wouldnt be dating a chick wit a mustache did she have any other surprises??? lol

 

And then i fucked up, i took the hit that i was giving then i fucked again and i fucked again and said.

 

Last winter I met this girl and we celebrated New Years together, things seemed to go along amazingly. I even posted about her here. Then all ofa sudden her ex-boyfriend called ME and said she was a **** and ****.



She found out that he called me, and when I confronted her she didn't really wanna talk about him and what happened between them.



So I told her that she's either going to be straight with me, or that it's over. Well, she didn't tell me **** and as I was starting to fall for her, she killed my heart.



I didn't post about any of the heartbreak on here, but Trice knows, she's the only one I could talk to.



BTW, I've been dateless ever since and life is good, I just **** and forget.

 

Oh I'm plenty optimistic about myself if no women are involved . . . The women I like who like me and flirt with me make me want to shut down and get away so I don't have to deal with my anger. The women I dislike are the ones I don't mind being around.