Have You Really Fucked Up Before?
01-16-2004, 12:48 PM
#91
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I have resurected this thread cause it is like a bad monkey who ***** in his hand and throws it. Does it make him feel better about himself? NO! He is still in a ******* cage but at least YOU smell like **** now too.
I don't know if I have just made the worst mistake ever or the best decision yet. I got back with this life long girlfriend of mine a few months ago. We first dated ten years ago yada yada yada... we still love each other blah blah blah... things working out just fine la la la... but we are fighting over stupid **** and have been for several weeks now. Man it hurts so bad when you argue with someone you love that damn much and someone who has been like a childhood friend. The one person on the whole ******* pakent that can understand me!
I put off buying a house so we could pick one out together. I did not buy my rx-8 the last 2 times I went to test drive one and got approved on a loan! Cause it is nto a practical family car compared to my car now. Oh and I bought this tight *** 9 diamond ring (6 little bitty diamonds channel set 3 on each side of the main mount, and past, present and future diamonds in the middle) WHAT THE **** AM I GONNA DO WITH THAT?!? The resale on jewlery is like 10-20% what was spent originally!
So her and I are pretty much done now. Part of me is happy and part of me does not even feel alive anymore. Flip a coin... heads = euphoria, tails = hellish emptiness.
I decided to quit feeling sorry for myself and went and looked at a house yesterday. I loved it! Not for little kids or a wife but for myself for once. Then I come home to an empty apartment an empty bed, hump my hand and go to bed cold and sticky! ****! I will be 27 next month you would think that I would quit ******* up or quit falling for **** ups!
I gotta laugh or I would cry guys...
I don't know if I have just made the worst mistake ever or the best decision yet. I got back with this life long girlfriend of mine a few months ago. We first dated ten years ago yada yada yada... we still love each other blah blah blah... things working out just fine la la la... but we are fighting over stupid **** and have been for several weeks now. Man it hurts so bad when you argue with someone you love that damn much and someone who has been like a childhood friend. The one person on the whole ******* pakent that can understand me!
I put off buying a house so we could pick one out together. I did not buy my rx-8 the last 2 times I went to test drive one and got approved on a loan! Cause it is nto a practical family car compared to my car now. Oh and I bought this tight *** 9 diamond ring (6 little bitty diamonds channel set 3 on each side of the main mount, and past, present and future diamonds in the middle) WHAT THE **** AM I GONNA DO WITH THAT?!? The resale on jewlery is like 10-20% what was spent originally!
So her and I are pretty much done now. Part of me is happy and part of me does not even feel alive anymore. Flip a coin... heads = euphoria, tails = hellish emptiness.
I decided to quit feeling sorry for myself and went and looked at a house yesterday. I loved it! Not for little kids or a wife but for myself for once. Then I come home to an empty apartment an empty bed, hump my hand and go to bed cold and sticky! ****! I will be 27 next month you would think that I would quit ******* up or quit falling for **** ups!
I gotta laugh or I would cry guys...
01-16-2004, 04:42 PM
#92
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Sorry to hear that! 
But you know, if you weren't happy arguing, you wouldn't be happy arguing for the rest of your life. You really need to find someone who is better.
Holding on to something that was once good or you thought was once good or right is hardest on yourself more than anything.
But you know, if you weren't happy arguing, you wouldn't be happy arguing for the rest of your life. You really need to find someone who is better.
Holding on to something that was once good or you thought was once good or right is hardest on yourself more than anything.
01-16-2004, 05:32 PM
#93
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Originally Posted by twstdmtl' date='Jan 16 2004, 10:48 AM
I have resurected this thread cause it is like a bad monkey who ***** in his hand and throws it. Does it make him feel better about himself? NO! He is still in a ******* cage but at least YOU smell like **** now too.
I don't know if I have just made the worst mistake ever or the best decision yet. I got back with this life long girlfriend of mine a few months ago. We first dated ten years ago yada yada yada... we still love each other blah blah blah... things working out just fine la la la... but we are fighting over stupid **** and have been for several weeks now. Man it hurts so bad when you argue with someone you love that damn much and someone who has been like a childhood friend. The one person on the whole ******* pakent that can understand me!
I put off buying a house so we could pick one out together. I did not buy my rx-8 the last 2 times I went to test drive one and got approved on a loan! Cause it is nto a practical family car compared to my car now. Oh and I bought this tight *** 9 diamond ring (6 little bitty diamonds channel set 3 on each side of the main mount, and past, present and future diamonds in the middle) WHAT THE **** AM I GONNA DO WITH THAT?!? The resale on jewlery is like 10-20% what was spent originally!
So her and I are pretty much done now. Part of me is happy and part of me does not even feel alive anymore. Flip a coin... heads = euphoria, tails = hellish emptiness.
I decided to quit feeling sorry for myself and went and looked at a house yesterday. I loved it! Not for little kids or a wife but for myself for once. Then I come home to an empty apartment an empty bed, hump my hand and go to bed cold and sticky! ****! I will be 27 next month you would think that I would quit ******* up or quit falling for **** ups!
I gotta laugh or I would cry guys...
I don't know if I have just made the worst mistake ever or the best decision yet. I got back with this life long girlfriend of mine a few months ago. We first dated ten years ago yada yada yada... we still love each other blah blah blah... things working out just fine la la la... but we are fighting over stupid **** and have been for several weeks now. Man it hurts so bad when you argue with someone you love that damn much and someone who has been like a childhood friend. The one person on the whole ******* pakent that can understand me!
I put off buying a house so we could pick one out together. I did not buy my rx-8 the last 2 times I went to test drive one and got approved on a loan! Cause it is nto a practical family car compared to my car now. Oh and I bought this tight *** 9 diamond ring (6 little bitty diamonds channel set 3 on each side of the main mount, and past, present and future diamonds in the middle) WHAT THE **** AM I GONNA DO WITH THAT?!? The resale on jewlery is like 10-20% what was spent originally!
So her and I are pretty much done now. Part of me is happy and part of me does not even feel alive anymore. Flip a coin... heads = euphoria, tails = hellish emptiness.
I decided to quit feeling sorry for myself and went and looked at a house yesterday. I loved it! Not for little kids or a wife but for myself for once. Then I come home to an empty apartment an empty bed, hump my hand and go to bed cold and sticky! ****! I will be 27 next month you would think that I would quit ******* up or quit falling for **** ups!
I gotta laugh or I would cry guys...
Americanized woman = the
01-16-2004, 06:16 PM
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since i fucked an escort my chances with any girl are 0. bahahaha. life is awesome. i dont even care. i got alot of work on the 7 anyways. rewiring the whole car/pulling the engine/rebuilding 2 other engines/tuning the car to make it run right, awesome. as much as i say i dont want or need a girl i do want one and a girl would make me happy, but **** it i dont wanna bother trying.
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