I've been REAL uptight lately.... with my brother going back in the hospital. He's not getting better, and somewhatg etting worse. It's been putting a deep burden on my stresses right now... and I've been just avoiding everyone lately. Whether or not you're someone who cares, or someone who thinks i'm lying (coughs) I just wanted to give an update.



I might be avoiding EVERYTHING in a few days, just because... I'm not doing so well. So ya.. if I disappear for a while.. well .. you know why.

then why give me a hard time for not talking?

You better not leave me!

Maybe because you always do this? And I'm only avoiding certain people.

I am.... just not going to be seen for a while. I don't know what i'm going to be doing. You have ways of contacting me, so you can do it through that. Otherwise, I probably won't be on for a few days starting tomorrow.



It's to the point that *I* myself am snapping at people, let alone.. ah, nevermind. Just somethings I need to face out .. .and get out of my system without everyone up in my face all the time... trying to comfort me, and what not.