the guy who lives behind me killed himself on friday night. he was playing russian roulet. i used to be pretty good friends with him back in the day, he got offered to play on the US soccer team, but he didnt for some reason. and then he became a druggie.

ouch, was he playing with other people? name?

his name was kevin macnamerra, and im not sure if he was bt himself or not.

Wow, that's fucked up!

yah, thats is fooked

way fooked!

wow



playing russian roulette by yourself the odds are sorta against you no matter how many bullets you put in the gun, so im guessing SOMEONE had to be there, or the cops simply said it was russian roulette.



but if he was a druggie chances are he was forced to play the game with another person both people may have been in debt to a dealer, ive known major dealers who got their kicks making debtors do this.



kevin.

very.

alright, so my mom was at the veiwing the other night, i wasnt because my dad is dumb and didnt tell me about it. and she had a rap song of some sort that she said really touched her, and in the song it said "How could you leave me if you knew i loved you so much?"



and then yesterday or today one of the kids she works with (she teaches after school and special ed) but it was one of her after school ones came running up to her saying "ms. jean ms. jean!! di dyou know that my dads a rapper!?" and then she started talking to the dad and she related the story of the song and how it moved her, and then he responds with "really? well thats my song" and then she said where she heard it, and he asked who it was for, but it was the wrong name. and then my mom said who it was for, and it turns out that that guy was friends with him. and he said that he was a really good kid, but he just started hanging out with the wrong crowd becuase he thought they were cool.



and turns out he ended up doing it in front of his girlfriend, and he left behind a little baby girl. but the part of this that pisses me off the most was that his mom had the nerve to show up at the funeral, she left him on his grandmothers door step when he was only 3 months old. and as near as i can tell she never talked to him.

Man, I was in a good mood... that's fucked up!